friendship problems...

hi... sorry for not writing for a long time... as you can tell... my "hello" sounds a bit sad...because i am... that's why the colour is BLUE. i have this friendship problem... it was solve but then the crisis came back again... this is what happened........ my close friend, Suki went to her enemy,Phoebe. i found it weird so i wrote her a letter... and then all of a sudden she did not one to friend me anymore... so i couldn't do anything but to friend Phoebe which i hadn't... but then i realised... that, so what if i don't like her, hate her? she is still a human being and i will be her friend till the very end of my life... then my another friend, Jolinn, hated her to the core, and did not friend her(Phoebe). so i friended Phoebe. then i tried to keep it from Jolinn but in the end she found out and now she will NEVER friend me again because i have betrayed her three times. so i did not know what to do until Jolinn messaged me and told me that she will NEVER (a lot of times) friend me again... so i told her,"i thought that friendship will never end... but no... i was wrong... I thought school would be a fun place to go because there will be GOOD friends and lots of excitement... but no i was wrong again..." i told her," i don't care who you don't like, who you hate. i don't care! i will friend everybody." so I really hope that all our friendship problems while go away like the wind... and i hope that Jolinn will forgive me for my stupidity... Jolinn i am really sorry!! Please forgive me!!